Tuesday 6 March 2012

A new chapter in my life

It's has been a long time since the last post. Almaklumlah...sekejap okay sekejap sakit....ini sedikit sebanyak coretan atau ceritera saya. Apa2x pun saya bersyukur dengan nikmat dan kurniaan Allah. Semoga saya dapat buat yang terbaik atas anugerah yang diberi. Insyaallah....

20.01.2012
I guess it almost a week or more, I had been having a lots of pain under my abdomen and waist area. But the first 4 days was terrible. It's like something inside like an air kept moving around and around. Started to worry but on the other hands...am counting my period, i guess my last period it was 21st in (according to my other half since I didn't keep a track)...it's just too far. Yea...on a seconds thoughts...it might be because of am putting a weight. So, these is the symptom of PMS. It's okay...deep inside my heart...I kept my prayer to Almighty hoping that nothing wrong with me...of course as a wife and as a women I would like to have a babies...Insyaallah...Now, it's almost 7 mths after married and we are always kept our prayer that we will be an beautiful Ummi and a wonderful Baba soon...

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21.01.2012 past with me missed out my period...deep inside am hoping that there is a little shining hope that will come true. By keeping the prayer a bit harder this time. My other half said that some women do have 40days of circle days (period circle day) and it's also depends on our emotion and our physical activities. Yea...after quitted the job...most of my time is in the house and not much of exercise...in addition of stress that keep running through my mind...all of the above reasons make me have a second thoughts that I shall wait till ends of this month and also to clear my mind of all the problems. It's 24.01.2012 today and may Allah answer our prayer....Insyaallah...

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Today, it's 27th Jan 2012...this morning i had a dream about seeing me being pregnant...but anyway it's only a dream but the feeling was seriously real amazing...hoping that this dream will one day come true..Insyaallah...having serious pain in my abdomen for the last 2 days. I don't know what happens to me lately...am like really restless...tired in morning and having difficulties to sleep at night...my other half said because of tense. Yea...might be since I have quitted my pass job. Sometimes it's a bit boring though...since my other half is going out for work. Anyway...hope that the pain will go away...and a new chapter in my life will kick a start...

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30th Jan 2012
The days has gone by...day by day...the pain has slowly flies away..Insyaallah....Alhamdulillah...Thanks to Allah the Almighty...still having difficulties to sleep...what a beautiful nite...lol

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It's 2nd of February...
Alhamdulillah...rarely feel the pain...I drink a plenty of milk in the morning and at night and continue taking habbatus sauda. I ensure my stomach is not empty and drink plenty of plain water...and of course keep Dua to the Almighty to keep the pain far far away. Today is Thursday...just can't wait to do the UPT test...at the same time a little bit of worry if the result not as I expected. Keep prayer to Allah that everything will go fine. Insyaallah...

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It's almost mid of February...13th Feb 2012
I missed my period yes...but still don't have the courage to check with doctor. One of my simptom is my eyes can't stand longer...I will be really tired after maghrib prayer....and sleep and sleep like no ones....

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5th of March
Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulilah...It's positive (am one step to becoming a mother).
Thanks to Allah the Almighty for the "Amazing and Wonderful Gift" ever. Am hoping that everything will be fine...InsyaAllah...keep the Dua...Ameen